Tuesday, April 10, 2012

My Temper Troubled Manni

Last night, when i called Manni, she did not pick up the phone. I called her many times but no response at all. This made me irritated as i was dying to talk to her. I don't know where she were but really i was so angry. After half an hour, she called me but i did not respond to her. She called me many times but i was not responding to her call.

I was just pretending to sleep but neend mere aankhon se koso dur thi. Suddenly, a scene from the movie "PAAR" came into my mind (i had watched this movie on the same day) and i thought Manni is going to be mother of my child and i am such a fool who is taking revenge of not taking the call. I should talk to her because it is morning in India and she has all the day to pass. And i do not have any right to spoil her whole day just by not talking to her. I suddenly got up, picked up my phone and rushed to the place where i could do Facetime with her. We both have iPhone, so we just need wi-fi to do a free video chat. I reached to the place and called her on her facetime but no response. Then i called her on her mobile and she picked up the call and we had only couple of lines conversation. We disconnected our call in 2 mins only and most of time we were silent on the call.

I rushed back to my bed for sleep but again, neend meri aankhon se koso dur thi. Manni called me again 2 times but i did not pick up the call. I was a bit angry again because she had given me cold response on the call and me too. Then after i slept somehow but during the whole night, when i was awaking, i checked the phone just to see her any message. No message, no call till morning.
I got ready for the office and reached to the office but i did not come online on either facebook or gtalk because i was trying to avoid her. But , Dil hain ki maanta nahin, so i came online and after some time, she also came online and pinged me. I did reply but after some time.

We had a few conversation and i came to know that she was suffering from fever. I called her and we had few chats over phone. I convinced her for few things. I advised her to take care of herself. After having my meal, she pinged me again and told me "I have been crying my whole day". This shook me completely as i was responsible of everything bad happened with her. My temper troubled Manni. Then i realized that i should not have behaved like this. She told me that when i had called her she was in the bathroom. But its me, such a fool, who just got irritated and troubled her.

Anyway, i apologized her for everything i did with her. I am sorry Manni. I am really very very sorry... :(

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